Admist the nice weather – rain may not be welcomed for some but it is for us because it just makes everything nice and cool (forget about the humidity and the wet clothes la) – and assignments on free directories plus spinning (and a sleeping baby), there is the constant waiting by the phone.
The waiting comes with mixed feelings. I can hardly believe that April is just around the corner and wish it would stay away for much longer, yet I worry about making the babysitter wait together with me. I’m praying fervently for some good news to a point where I think my prayers are tinged with some desperation. Gah.
If it doesn’t come though, it is a sign of what God really has in store for me? Or…maybe I need to look harder? Hai.
I hate this waiting game.