Orange almond cake cupcakes

A little surprise inside!

Remember yesterday’s flowers?

Well, I took some time in the afternoon to bake some orange almond cake in cupcakes before running off to do some stuff in Cyberjaya. It took me about one hour to frost and decorate them little babies. I should include the amount of time I spent on thinking of how to decorate it but never mind.

Orange almond cake cupcakes

It didn’t help that The Gateaux Affairs was on while I was busy working on my little cakes. Quite funny considering that the whole show is all about cakes and more cakes!!! Well, you know it’s more than that but amazing show, really. Some bits are downright fake but it’s still fun!

The freshly decorated cupcakes!

I also ran into some issues with the storage. Bought a box that was too big so I had to run back to the store to get a smaller one. Definitely will have to make a note about sizes and stuff. Anyway, I hope the recipient(s) of these lovely cakes will like them. Now to carry them all the way to work WITHOUT messing them up! ^.^

Sweet floral delights!

Giant primroses!

Pale blue primroses

These are for tomorrow’s orange almond cake cupcakes and if all goes well with the taste test on Thursday, the rest will be for my first cake order. It is just going to be for the hantaran but I’m planning to incorporate a little twist to the filling and frosting itself.

The bride-to-be has asked for a blue and white cake with primroses instead of the usual daisies and roses but I thought stark white is just too bright. So will most probably tone it down by using ivory and a lighter pale blue instead.

Piping these babies felt a little awkward at first because I haven’t touch my cake decoration stuff in ages. But once I got started, it was smooth sailing all the way! Now to get some rest and get back to other things like work…heh. Can’t wait till my last day, actually.

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Is it really exciting?

Since I booked my flight to Zurich last week, heaps of people have remarked on how excited I must be to be able move to a place like Switzerland. The whole “it’s a such a gorgeous place!”, “it must be great to move away from Malaysia”, and all that. Honestly, it’s tiring having to try and answer questions or statements revolving around my move…

Deep down inside, I haven’t exactly thought about all those things with the wedding dinner happening a day before the flight. Then there is the pre-move stuff – the packing, the househunting, the unfinished businesses (income tax is one of those biggies! =.= ), the goodbyes…and then there is the settling down bit and starting afresh…

I know we all have to go through things like this in one way or another but it still doesn’t stop me from wanting to NOT think about it constantly.

Being jobless and away from friends with no direction whatsoever doesn’t sit very well with me. It’s bad enough that I can’t stand being jobless. I also cannot stand being without any idea whatsoever of my focus/plans there. It was different in Australia because I was there for a reason and therefore, I had something on my hands. This time, things are different.

The goodbyes…well, it is always hard to say goodbye to friends and family. While the Internet may be a great way to keep in touch, it’s just very different from actually being there surrounded by people you know. Part of me looks forward to getting to know more people but the other part of me doesn’t want to leave the ones here behind. It doesn’t help when your parents keep going on and on about how you’ll be surrounded by strangers who will judge you based on their expectations of an Asian woman.

Come to think of it, I don’t know what to feel. I don’t exactly hate the idea of moving but I’m not exactly jumping up and down for joy either. Perhaps it is easy for others out there – pack up, move, settle down and that’s it – but for me, the process is emotionally draining…

Add that with the wedding preparations and you can see how it can get deadly for me.

So no, it’s not really that exciting. Don’t mind me if I just smile whenever someone asks and comments in that fashion. I’m not trying to be funny or rude. I just don’t find it all that exciting…

Bronze

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Bronze
Pattern | Flower Basket Shawl
Yarn | 100% silk in dark gold
Needles | 4.5mm circulars (very loose cast off by using 7.5mm needles)
Modifications | A sprinkle of beads here and there…

This was actually finished just before I left for Hong Kong nearly three weeks ago but I never got around to putting up updates simply because there were other things to blog about. I thought it’d be nice to go back to my knitting roots – it’s always less controversial and personally more fulfilling!

My knitting has somewhat slowed down. I think I’m beginning to run out of adrenaline. It’s nightmarish though because I still have four shawls left to go before December runs out. Lets not forget the Christmas presents as well…ack! Time to really start getting back on track again! Watch this space next week for another pretty shawl, k?

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A different voice.

It would be really nice if we all lived in a country where we could…

…go on strike if we are being exploited at the office.

…have free access to any published material on this planet.

…debate openly about anything under the sun and not be attacked personally for debating about our views.

…participated in public referendums that involve the public from fuel hikes to changing our national anthem.

…demand for answers and accountability from ministers AND get them.

…hold rallies to voice out our opposition to the government and its policies with fear of imprisonment (among other things).

It would really REALLY be nice to hear a different voice.

HINDRAF and independence.

UPDATE: COMMENTS CLOSED.

NOTE: Entry has been edited to make things clearer – don’t want to be accused of marginalizing people out there! Also, if you don’t agree with certain points, it’s okay. That’s your right. Just let me exercise mine.

I have nothing against people wanted to sue governments for certain stuff OR people going against the government for wanting to better the lives of their fellow citizens but this HINDRAF thing is just bordering on plain madness! Initially I found it funny to sue the Queen but now that I think about it, it’s more than that, no? Hey, I actually like the idea of these people standing up for themselves!

The class action suit was filed at The Royal Courts of Justice in London in August against the British Government for bringing in Indians as indentured labourers into Malaya and exploiting them for 150 years and thereafter failing to protect the minority Indians rights in the Federal Constitution when independence was granted.

It was reported that the sum sought was US$4tril (RM13.5tril) or US$1mil (RM3.4mil) for every Indian residing in Malaysia.

Taken from here.

Point #1
I’d dare say that the original group of labourers who were brought in, exploited and marginalized are perhaps long gone from this earth. What we have instead are their children and grandchildren who never had to go through the trauma of leaving their families behind and starting afresh in another country.

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“The survey says…”

I got tagged by the ever wonderful Zona and just in time too!.

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.
Nil

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Just getting out of bed. ^.~

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Playing “Cake Mania”.

4. What happened to you in 2006?
I think I went through too many things to remember exactly what happened but Nil went back to France for good (the start of my ultra long distance relationship) and that was the year when I realized that I was engaged (don’t ask). Also went to Paris and Lyon for the second time and this time, had heaps and heaps of fun. Work got a bit more challenging as well (understatement, really!)

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
“No la” – Mum wanted to know if there were any movies on the telly.

6. How many beverages did you have today?
Does water count?

7. What color is your hairbrush?
It’s a comb and it’s pink!

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I WANT MY RIGHT!

I have always told people time and time again to exercise their constitutional right and duty – voting. If you’re wondering, I casted my first vote in the previous elections. Pretty happy with what I got for my area although not so happy with the government.

A lot of people out there think that their one vote may not make a difference but when you add the numbers up, they DO…what if a million other people decided not to vote on poling day?

Months ago, I discovered that there are many Malaysians abroad who do want to vote but are excluded from the electoral roll simply because of their address. One blogger approached the New York Malaysian embassy and was told that there were simply no provisions made by SPR for postal voting for people other than students and civil servants. Some were told to fly back in order to vote which is all great and dandy IF you knew when exactly general elections would be held (which means giving people at least three months notice to get a flight and leave and stuff settled)!

Two days ago, I wrote to three newspapers and the SPR demanding for an explanation to this blatant discrimination. Yes, I see it as discrimination because for starters, why is postal voting allowed for certain groups of people and not everyone? You either have it in place for everybody or no one at all.

Secondly, there are a lot of countries out there who allow postal voting irrespective of who or where you are. All you needed was just your proof of residence, afterwhich you just register at the nearest embassy and show up there again on poling day.

I’m voting for a representative that will show up in Parliament to speak out for my political needs and not just some dude who will take care of the area I live in. I may be abroad but it doesn’t mean those decisions made doesn’t affect me. It still does. So long as I hold onto my citizenship, any decision made by a political representative voted into power affects me. Also, this isn’t a logical reason (see the above point).

The outcome so far? Nothing. No news from SPR and nothing from the papers. If this keeps up, I might just have to do what’s necessary – as per below and from the SPR website:

Q: In the event a person is not allowed to cast his vote, where can he lodge a report?
A: At the nearest Police Station.

To you, it is not really a big deal but y’know, this is one right that has been given to me irrespective of what race I am by the Constitution and I’m not about to let anyone take it away from me.