I don’t know about those married ones out there but all this wedding business is really driving me nuts. It’s bad enough that I get awfully grumpy when it’s hot and when I’m PMS-ing which seems forever because the stress screws up my biological clock bigtime when it comes to my monthly visits…
And I really don’t know how to get over this stupid jitterbug short of throwing a tantrum and fit!
I feel sorry for Nil every time I talk to him because I go through some really violent mood swings; I can move from lovey-dovey to “I want to kick you in the balls because you piss me off!!!!!!1” within a few minutes. I know he suspects that it’s partially due to the weight loss (tea + Reductil = funness…not) but I don’t think it’s that.
Truth be told, I am nervous…scared even. Dad has been prepping me about starting off my new role as someone’s wife but that isn’t exactly helpful in my case. Best part about the whole thing? I don’t even know what exactly I’m afraid of. Anything and everything just sets me off.
Maybe I just need to stop thinking about it.