When you are wary of change.

It’s the New Year…and it’s getting close to the Inevitable.

You see, in six months, Nil will be going away. For good.

No more weekend visits. No more physical contact for a good many months. No more planning activities to do, places to eat/visit and stuff to watch. I know I’ll miss him. I know I shouldn’t worry.

Yet I can’t help but wonder about the change that will take place soon.

I hate the thought.

Nil likes it no better than I do, except that he does a better job at masking his emotions than me.

How am I ever going to cope?

(ps: It’s the day I broke up with Him and it’s His birthday too! Beat that.)

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