…when I wish I was right beside you at this very moment in time.
…when I wish we were but a few kilometres away from each other.
…when I wish to breathe in the familiar smell of you.
…when I want to do nothing else but spending the days lazing in your arms.
…when all I can think of is you.
It is at times like this that I wish I didn’t have to spent two-thirds of my life working to sustain myself and my future. That I didn’t have to be so tired out from work every day so much so that sometimes I look forward to the mere thought of a holiday.
I think I just wished for all those things today.
I was so looking forward to talking to you but my body is starting to feel the strain from overworking and the simple thought of what tomorrow entails is enough to make me want to burst out into tears – two classes, two meetings, an exam invigilation…non-stop work from 8am till 4pm. Not even a break in between for lunch.
Sometimes I wish I don’t have to work at all.